Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Final word, but not the final breath..

It should be super obvious now, the way everything went about.. it was never pleasing for a second. And yet i can manage to smile..

It was bad, then real bad, then worse, worst, and finally it went over the point everyone was going to break. The part where there's barely motive to dance, and where everything had no meaning at all..
Then we prayed.

It all started with a member of our crew that left the dance. Not many that cared much about him. Though i must admit i was very disappointed and sad at the decisions made, we all just wanted to get on with it and finish what we started. But just after his leave, The interact club teacher found out about our plan to unite both crews even as we were the only 'winners' (i don't really find comfort in that word ). Suffice to say that she wasn't in favour of it.. and this led to another problem that i just couldn't seem to take anymore. Being in and out of constant thought, drifting off to places in class, and the feeling of just wanting to get the hell out of everyone's presence. Immature, i know.

But just before the start of today, half the crew took the time to pray for the planning and to guide the teacher in her decision. Seemed the teacher gave us the inevitable task of a test to see which would be better: Us - the original, or.. united as one with XOXO.. Now if we could just perfect it.~~

We then went to meet our crew drop-out. Which was real bad the way he acted on us.. but i forgive him. Immediately after that, i addressed the issues and we planned carefully to give ease on both sides.. it was never easy and always hard in these kinds of things.. but we made it at last.
Now our crew is complete and i can finally rest, with all the stressing out since day one. This was my holiday, thank you God for everything.

Gotta say i'm relieved of all the burden of decisions made. And understanding is coming over each one of us. Now i pray that this unity and new found strength will bring us through. Lord help us on this, again.

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