Everything since..

I've said before that my class is suited for me, yes? Not exactly.

well.. what i meant by that cheesy heading, isn't that i dislike my class.. i mean, it's where i socialise most of the time.. where i've made friends. I like it. But... It seems my mind needs to be purged clean of all the goofy/funky fresh thoughts and words. Seems the longer i am there, the more inapropriate & creepy things go in my head. the fact is.. i'm being infected by viruses, not the bilogical type. Not the digital Computerised type. But, well.. just the SICK type. Not that i'm all "situation critical".. Just that i've gotta remember the Garry i am. For those who read, i believe you fully understand what i'm not stating. And that no unnecessary freaky words need to be put up right here >^&%$%$*%%$*&<
It's been just barely a month since school has started, most peeps, if not all, are starting to get used to everything, the people around them, the seating positions, and possibly the responsibilities given. yesh? yeah.
Only thing that remains to be the thorn in the butt.. may be the academics. specifically the homework. "piles" of homework. That was a word given to me by someone, signifying the complete stressness package. Don't worry, there's more to come around.. This is where i thank God once more for my class.
Right now, other than holding class monitor, representative of the sports team "Zuhal", and naik timbalan. I am the Board Decorator and assistant dance choreographer for Seekers.. yay. What does a Board Decorator do? was the question i asked. Here's the Answer: "you decorate boards" The pressure's on to keep it beautified, since the Seekers Society has been winning the Best Board Award last year, hence winning RM100 in cash prize as well as a LOADED hamper.
So yeah, i hope i don't let over 60 people down. Luckily.. on the 15th of January.. Which was my birthday.. everyone made me feel special.. wakakakaka O.o
Just before that day i didn't think people would remember my birthday. Cuz normaly people would go "ui, it's your birthday tomorrow!!" as if they think you forgot your birthday. AS IF. hahahahaha
But no one mentioned that to me.. so yeah. i kinda' expected to be forgotten. >.<
Next day, i go up to my class..
And i get OWNED. Getting sprayed in the face and hair with a can of party string at pointblank range. Wooo hooooo~~~~
also followed by wishes as i come through the back door. Gotta heart it. Then i got home baked cookies from Liyana.. Thanks Liyana!!!
And then i saw Jess, just outside the class.. moved on a few steps towards the door and she said Happy Birthday~ "your presents downstairs in my bag" she says..
Can't say i feel anything other than being very happy. ^^
got the present and by the feel of it, it was a shirt. With or without. the wish was enough of a joy in the morning.
Then the rest of the day went on well and smooth as well.. having happy birthday wishes throughout was very nice.. It was as if the day was the most special of them all.. and i thank All my Friends for it..
At the end, i simply got back to class from sports, got in the class.. and our class teacher wished me happy birthday in chinese. though she's malay. >.<
again, i gotta thank everyone for making me feel happy that day. Especially by buying a bottle of mineral water specially for me. To POUR it on me. :D


I will still be here, as i always have been~
"Two guys that fell for a girl, with one not wanting the other to know how he felt for her, because he knew too, what the other felt right from the start... Not wanting to hurt both of them, she turned her back & walked away from both.. So long Did one wait to see her, to talk to her, and to cherish each moment with her.. It was hard to understand When everything went the other way, hoping she might have felt the same for him. But when time came that they had the chance to meet again, the reaction she had from seeing him was different than expected. It was hurtfull."
It was difficult all this time, without you telling me what had happened, but i found out the truth. i understand. And without him telling me. I respect your decision, anyone who loves a girl only desires that she be happy, and if it keeps you in peace and maybe even happiness, i'll go along with it. With only One condition. Know that i still feel the way i did before... Promise me you won't ever forget..